All of Gods children can sleep soundly knowing that Christ and the angels watch over us. God will care for you, but one of his key instruments for good is us.
Will Gods goodness get you what you do not deserve, like a magic spell that conjures up winning lottery tickets simply by asking for it? Of course not.
God's universe of math, physics, energy and matter, along with His methods for controlling it, are complex beyond our understanding of it. It stands to reason that His requirements for salvation are equally complex. But...
You could be doing the most charitable work, but if your inner workings are grumbling in protest, you are only partially satisfactory in God's eye.
The image of yourself is like nothing you've seen before. With tears in your eyes, you're thinking how is it possible to see yourself this way, like an angel.
The truth is we don't know for sure. All we have are eyewhitness accounts of his body missing from the tomb and tales of sightings of him in the hours and days immediately after the discovery of the empty tomb.
What was going on in Jesus' mind? He knew he was going to die. That was certain. It was Gods plan and he would see it through. So no matter what he did he was going to that end. Then why didn't he use the opportinity to have the "last word".